I’m really hoping to get an answer even if its not what I want to hear.
I had a dwarf hamster,Rupert. He was my little boy,my everything. I loved him like
he was my own child. But of course nobody on this planet understood me.
He died 12.01.2015. I got him when he was a baby 28.08.14. Whenever he knew I’m in a room, or close to him, he ran out of his house and asking me to pick him up and lets play. He wasn’t like any other hamster, he wouldn’t run away. He was just sitting in my hand and kissing me non-stop. He even slept with me,and he was playing like a human kid with me. Amazing.
I have a really weird question for you. When he was suffering dying …he wanted to be with me until the end. But the weird thing was, that I had no idea I’m pregnant. I was already 5-6 weeks pregnant when I figured it out. And as we counted back, I got pregnant when his health was going bad.
And its weird ,because we didn’t want a baby for long time yet and I never got pregnant before. So why now? I miss him so much. What if I got pregnant to give a new body to him? What if his soul knew that I got pregnant, so he died to get a new body and stay with us? Is it possible?
Our love was so strong. And he knew he is my little baby and not my pet. He was special. Please answer me. That would mean a world to me.
Thank you. Edina
Oh my Holy Spirit! I’ve had two very similar questions from Edina and Robyn, within the past twenty-four hours, about grieving the loss of a little pet, whom they felt was more like their child. In fact, Edina became pregnant just as her darling Rupert, was dying. She had not wanted a baby, previously, so, why now? Is it Rupert returning as her literal human child?
“No, Linda Layli, you were right to steer her away from this idea in your initial email to her, because these two Kingdoms: Animal and Human, never, ever, change places with each other. That doesn’t mean that they don’t cooperate in spiritual ways. No, no, no! They often do! Rupert was really a forerunner for the real child that Edina is meant to parent. It looks like he did a good job of opening her heart to the kind of love that an incoming little creature, like a human newborn, needs.
It seems that she was indifferent to having children before he came along and acted like her child. But Rupert came with a faster rate of development and without the obvious downside of sleepless nights and dirty diapers. However, he did have the charming ability to open her heart, nice and wide. Plenty big enough to accommodate another, mere little baby, like himself….. all the way up to the adult that her baby will, inevitably, become.
Elena, just consider Rupert a wise ambassador to introduce you to the joys of motherhood. He would advise you now to just select another hamster to use his cage and to fill your time with its antics. No reason to stop in the adoration of Hamsterhood, now that your Loving Self has opened wide! Motherhood can become very stretchy-sided, as your belly is perhaps, already demonstrating! Here’s a message from Rupert:”
“Edina! My Mommy! I want you to “loosen up a little bit. Well, actually, a lot! Remember how I could always make you laugh? Well, don’t stop now! But, I’m Over Here on This Side and it’s a much better place than Earth, so please don’t wish me back! But, here’s a good idea.
Would you please tell stories about me to “our” new baby? And, even to other children? Can you write a children’s book? Draw my picture or use your photographs? I know that I was a very good clown and show-off. If I could make you laugh, I can sure make little kids laugh, too!
I’m always near you when you talk about me, but if you tell my story in a book, you’ll have me to hold again, right in those pages. Plus, I’ll help you write it from my invisible perch on your shoulder!”
Edina, I, too, am about to publish my fourth book. It’s called “Hearing Inner Voices: The Dead Pet Whisperer.” It’s a bit of work, but it’s easy to make books, especially for children, so I encourage you to follow Rupert’s advice. I’ll let you know when mine is available on Amazon.com this Fall.